I keep wondering how much longer I will have strength to do this.
Am I really content with living my life for other people, on their terms?
It makes me wonder—what is the point of being, if you can’t really be?
It’s not that easy, uknow.
We can try listening to everyone, but of course we cannot do what everyone wants. :3 Ideas, pitches, those are good. But as much as we want to do SO MANY THINGS, let’s be realistic — WE CANNOT.
These things we have lined up, it’s done out of careful planning, and also looking up what could be good ideas. We also had it approved first, kasi NOT EVERY SINGLE THING is feasible, you know. Let’s stick to a certain number of things that can be done, and that we can pull-off together.
If you think it’s not enough, then none of us can do anything about that, that is your way of thinking. It’s your choice to think negatively of things, situations, or people. =/ I still think it’s better to look at the glass as half full, instead of half empty.
If everyone chooses to think negatively, then count on it — we will not get anywhere, whatever ideas or projects we put out there. But if people try to be more positive, and more cooperative, then hey, we can go far, and we can work as a team better.
Personally, I have no high expectations. I just want to do my best, and show my love for them through these little things. Being able to watch them in my own country is one thing I have always, always prayed for. How many years have I waited for this? Six? And now that it’s here, I just want to sit down, and enjoy the show. I am after their performance. I’m after them knowing that heyyy you have fans in this country, who love you, too. I want to leave that mark in them, so that they never forget the fans here.
Right now I only pray that the team and the members can make this work, and can stick together to see the whole project through. No inggitan, no negativity as much as possible. No matter where you sit, or what ticket you have, as long as you’re there to see them and show support; I just pray for that ;_;
I hope people can try looking at the bigger picture. *crosses fingers*